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mcrsavedXsole59
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Gender: Female
Interests: mcr,the used,flash gernade,from first to last, nin,mudvayne, anti-flag,greenday,avenged sevenfold,altreu,the unseen,senses fail, thursday,angry young and poor,hot topic,friends,boys,the simpsons,southpark,that 70s show, family guy and all that other good stuf..
Expertise: sucking at life
Occupation: Other
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/1/2005
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| went to BAMBOOZLE this past weekend with emily and it fucking rocked.we saw a thorn for every heart, aiden, senses fail, alexisonfire, thursday, fall out boy, hit the lights, the rocket summer, from first to last and a bunch of other awesome bands. i'd have to say the from first to last show was by far the best. we were like 5 feet from the stage, in the mosh pit and we went crowd surfing! ha it was great. well thats all bye bye now! | | |
| todays complaints:
my friends treat me like shit.its more like one friend in particular.my supposed best friend.she ignores me most of the time.like shes too good for me.like shes doing me a favor being my friend at all.but when she has a problem or needs to talk to someone im always here for her.i give her advice and tell her i care about her.she just feels sorry for herself mostly.no matter how hard i try she never cares about me.i told her she was the most selfish person i knew.she said "i know im selfish.everyone is.but im not that fucking selfish!". it wasn't ment to be an insult.just the truth.its true the truth hurts.she just doesn't get it.maybe she doesn't want to.she said things signaling "like your not".she better not even go there.call me whatever you want just dont call me selfish.i wouldn't care if it were true but its not.she gets so jealous.i have a few other friends than her and in the morning when i sit down near her at our 'lable table' she says things like "why dont you go sit with angie.GO NOW!" like im her dog or something.its not right.she cant boss me around like that.she manages though.i wish i could just give up.give up on everything. my dream in life is to be a musician.i love playing the guitar and i love rock music.i hope one day i can make great music that people will love and 'my friend' and everyone else who never gave me a chance can see that despite they're negitivity, i made it.
feelings:
side1: side2:
defeated.invisible.low. hopeful.
Other:
i think i have a crush on my friend nick.he's really nice and i''ve known him and his twin sister,nicole, since 3rd grade.he's cute.most of his friends are girls.some people think he's gay because of that.i dont think he is though.he doesn't talk or dress gay or anything obvious and he went out with 4 girls last year.none of them were really serious though.my friend ashley says we'd make a cute couple.he's a bit shy though in the girl department anyways.we share many interests.we like the same bands and the same teachers hate us.he's sweet.easy to talk to.
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